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- Saturday, May 16, 2009 -

a life full with meanings.. that's why i'm so busy.. haha~

well, exam is around the corner.. am i ready? haha~ i hope i can say it confidently!! well, please keep me in prayer for those who read my post!! and i'm gonna disappear for another month.. please do miss me and be assured that i'll keep you guys and gals in mind.. after exam, let's go party!! :P

miss ya~

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- Monday, February 2, 2009 -

~I'm getting weaker and weaker~

From a talkative gal become a gal who is lazy to talk unless when it is needed.

From a healthy gal become a gal who is sick most of the time.

I'm thankful for what i've now.. scholarship, job, family, friends, colleagues and lots.. (almost everything.. i satisfy with all i have!)


the most scary thing for CNY these yr would be --> bf ler? when to get married? ("hey, still single la!" or "(smile to answer anything)" or "tak ada orang mau" or "not so soon la" or "don wan to get married la coz i wanna company you til the end of life" or ...) any better answer?

Suddenly I remembered, a friend of mine shared this to me:
So long you could get a man who loves you, cares of you n etc.. it doesn't matter with he is single or double or triple.. just go for it.. this is pretty true if you are hunger of it. (but muz be responsible with watever the end result is!) as for me i can't share a man with few gf i answered but to others i dont know. i'm possessive somehow.. i hope i can get all the attention from my man.

it's easy to say: hey i love u.. hey i wan to be with u for life.. err, i've lost my feeling towards u.. err, i've decided that i wanna take him out from my heart..

but... it's difficult for me to take him out from my heart.. i cant change my feeling towards him but what can i do?? still have to let go..


my adviser did say that to start a relationship which does not in God's plan will bring hurts eventually but it waits until the time comes. so, i would say : " hey, don't simply starts a relationship without seeking the answer from God!"

*my 2009 sharing.. i wish everyone does appreciate with watever you have.. maximize ur happiness and minimize ur sadness.. be happy.. be blessed~ Happy 2009 and Happy Chinese New Year!

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- Sunday, November 30, 2008 -

Love is wonderful if you understand the meaning well..

Love is caring, forgiving, energizing and sharing..

Love is unconditional - love him through his flaws and all.. Accept him and embrace each others differences and compromising with his offerings..

Love is the magic/mutual in a kiss..

Love is to reproduce - to stay together to protect each other long enough to continue your blood line/genetics.

Love is prolonged mutual protection..

Love is to accept him but not to endure blindly..

Love is endlessly.. It's timeless too..

Love explains in Bible - the God's words. 1 Corinthians 13:4-13
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Get along with him if - he has the potential to be your future husband.. no fool around with him, its neither for fun nor gambling.. but it's a long term commitment! don't commit yourself in a relationship if you unable to give your commitment and responsibility for it!!

love has a lot of definition.. it couldn't finish sharing with only one lesson nor two.. it's a life long learning.. we treasure and we appreciate.

*i'm noted this for those who are in love, in a relationship, seeking for a relationship, or single.. Love means a lot in different angles.. as for mine, i mean relationship. In God we trust, I'm sure my love will be the best by obeying His own schedule for myself..

**i don't know should I smile when I see you're happier with her or cry because you're not mine. (it's sad but i mean it)

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."- a kid with about 6 year old said..

And all for love, nothing for reward.

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