~I'm getting weaker and weaker~

From a talkative gal become a gal who is lazy to talk unless when it is needed.

From a healthy gal become a gal who is sick most of the time.

I'm thankful for what i've now.. scholarship, job, family, friends, colleagues and lots.. (almost everything.. i satisfy with all i have!)

but...

the most scary thing for CNY these yr would be --> bf ler? when to get married? ("hey, still single la!" or "(smile to answer anything)" or "tak ada orang mau" or "not so soon la" or "don wan to get married la coz i wanna company you til the end of life" or ...) any better answer?

Suddenly I remembered, a friend of mine shared this to me:
So long you could get a man who loves you, cares of you n etc.. it doesn't matter with he is single or double or triple.. just go for it.. this is pretty true if you are hunger of it. (but muz be responsible with watever the end result is!) as for me i can't share a man with few gf i answered but to others i dont know. i'm possessive somehow.. i hope i can get all the attention from my man.

it's easy to say: hey i love u.. hey i wan to be with u for life.. err, i've lost my feeling towards u.. err, i've decided that i wanna take him out from my heart..

but... it's difficult for me to take him out from my heart.. i cant change my feeling towards him but what can i do?? still have to let go..

well...

my adviser did say that to start a relationship which does not in God's plan will bring hurts eventually but it waits until the time comes. so, i would say : " hey, don't simply starts a relationship without seeking the answer from God!"

*my 2009 sharing.. i wish everyone does appreciate with watever you have.. maximize ur happiness and minimize ur sadness.. be happy.. be blessed~ Happy 2009 and Happy Chinese New Year!

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