now i realised why is there every working adults shouting tired!! yeah~ often, i'll said you are not the slaves for your company la.. but when myself start working.. i found out.. is not about slave.. is about your responsibility and you are wishing that your company is making profits and therefore both parties are happy with it!

when i realized my workloads.. i'll start my blaming of those fellows who give business to the company.. but when i'm going to shout, i think twice and answering myself:
1. what if the company does not have so much transactions and businesses?
2. do they need you anymore?
3. how can they pay you so high?
4. where is your pay from?
i answered myself by throwing the questions to my own, and i stop..

well, is not about the tiring issue anymore.. its all about how you use your wisdom to manage your time, to organize your schedule in order to finish them up and have your own time! and here, err.. of course, i'm still looking for the exact answer.. in the mean while, i try to reduce my sleeping hours and i wont work after 8pm although the company is paying me OT unless it really needed for it then maybe once in a while.. and i wont take my work back home.. (1st of all, home is for me to rest.. and the company wont pay you for OT la! unless you work in office! :P)

well, to those who are working, jia you la!! must manage your 24hours a day! :P

and to those who are going to work, please make up yourself ready by preparing how to suit into the workload and be more responsible.. workplace isn't like school can ponteng anytime..

and to those who are still pursuing your studies, enjoy your time!! the moment will not stay longer.. like me, i've no longer had the chance! (sob)

whatever situation you are in, please~ enjoy!! :P and your life will be colourful~ take the challenges, face the stresses and you will be great~

my happy sharing: working life is wonderful too!

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Today¢s Verse
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Noah did everything just as God commanded him.
Genesis 6:22/NIV

Thoughts on Today¢s Verse
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Noah was described as a righteous man, blameless in his generation, who walked with God and did all that the Lord commanded him (Gen. 6:9, 22). Can you think of a higher honor? I¢m not sure what they will write on my headstone when I pass from this life to be with Jesus, but I surely would love to be worthy of what was said of Noah in this verse! How about you?

My Prayer
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Holy God, I fully acknowledge that I am saved by your grace and not because of any great or righteous thing that I have done. At the same time, Father, I surely do want to honor you with my life and show others the difference your loving kindness makes in the life of your children. Bless me please, dear Father, to be more worthy of this description of Noah. In Jesus¢ name I pray. Amen.


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一封短信写给艳冰的。。 发现到我的文法有进步哦！哈！思健。。有吗？嘻嘻。。

尽情期待我们的爱。。　好！我们一起享受单身吧！

时间是神定的。。我们都有份蓝图在神手里！

我们爱因为神先爱我们!

我们对人的爱：基督里的爱还是感情里的爱。。起初先从基督里服侍我们的弟兄姐妹。。这也是爱，关心照顾也是爱。。没有什么误会或回报的。。因为盼望在天上。。信心建立于神。。就是我们的信望爱！因此，我开始了我的爱给大家，不分男女老少就是要爱！哈！谁要？哈！

别急，当爱来的时候恐怕你会说我还没享受完我的单身啊！哈！这是我姐所安慰我的。。祝福你无论单身还是双身都得到你的幸福！因为我也爱你们！：）

好吧?! 一级棒？

最近的工作都不错哦！只是也许不适应长假以来没心理准备边赶着开工。。所以倒了！累了。。可是还不错！满享受过程。。 同事们更不吝啬。。有什么就教。。真好！手尾的功夫应该这和那都教。。（Cath, one more thing to remind u.. please do backup for session report before u close MYOB, otherwise it will lost everything.. as the settings does not help to back-up else u'll have to re-do all over again.. more and more guidance provided!!)

难怪我老板告诉我不必担心！老板的疼爱更是有股力量要我做到退休！哈！谢谢你们的鼓励，打气，关怀，陪伴。。等等。。更爱你们了！怎办？我娶不完也嫁不完！哈！又发梦了！还是老头一句谢啦！

才三天。。上班才三天。。同事们的可爱我都开始爱上了！会开玩笑。。会给些劝勉的话。。公司的花红是怎样得才会多。。 等等。。看！上帝奇妙吧！他的带领。。当我亲身体验了我。。放不开了。。 紧紧地捉住！你们也是哦！加油！


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恩典。。　
一次过涌来！真是的！overflowing~ 让我用到几爽一下的！宠坏我的天父。。让我感恩的是我尽然在少过一星期的时间内得到一份工。。不错吧？还有哦。。就是其实我已经退了几份的。。哈！（骄傲的我。。不是啦，是想激励大家！）

恩典。。　
使我在这星三开工啦！嘻嘻～加油啦！献上最好的。。不论是在人际，还是工作，还是事奉，等等。。。都做到最好！

恩典。。　
让我有好多弟兄姐妹为我祷告。。让天父的恩典在当中运行使我的生命被祝福之余也能够让大家在当中看见神的真实！真的！除了天父以外，我想我是个废材了。。(without God, i'm nothing!)

盼大家继续为主作光作盐。。而我。。也希望透过我的生命能够祝福到其他人特别是即将成为我的同事。。倘若有机会肯定把握及捉紧！大家加油啦！:P

God bless all of us.. yeah~ and be blessed! cheers~


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Today¢s Verse
Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Ephesians 6:13/NIV

Thoughts on Today¢s Verse
Since we are in a spiritual war, we must put on spiritual armor. More than saying our daily prayers and perfunctorily reading our daily Scriptures, we must learn to recognize the spiritual armor God has given us for our spiritual protection and prepare ourselves for spiritual warfare. We should approach each day, each task, each Scripture, with a sense of urgency because we know we are at war. The day of evil will come, so let¢s be ready to take our stand using the tools God has supplied and the power he provides. Therefore, face the problems we are having and be faith in God for He's the provider and He's always with us.

My Prayer
Dear Father in Heaven, please empower me by your Holy Spirit, please make me bold because of your heavenly calling for me, and please inspire me to be spiritually courageous because of the example of Jesus. In Jesus¢ name I pray. Amen.


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i'm not a girl.. not yet a woman.. sound familiar? its a song.. from unknown.. hehe~ i don't used to remember artist's name.

since i'm stepping into another stage of my life, i'm stepping into a true lady as well. keep away of my craziness, my so called weird behavior.. haha~ send my special thanks to Jackie for telling me the truth.. err.. sorry to bother you all with my gerli behavior.. haha~

stop laughing like a siao por from now onwards (smiling instead?) .. stop shouting loud as well (calling in soft instead?) .. trying to wear heels instead of sport shoes.. wearing skirt? err.. not now yet.. but maybe in future.. but i just dislike la.. haha~

now only i realized why our programmers kept asking me to serve God in playing piano.. haha~ am i look charm that time? for only that moment? arh~ i shall change my field in service then!

any ideas to change away these? any suggestions for me? any other matters for me to change? change all at once.. :P

jia u la Catherine~ God bless... to mold myself become a Christ-centered girl..


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wonderful of His love..

being released when i have the answer.. haha~ whenever i was so angry.. i hatred of something.. and i prayed.. i've got the answer.. phew~ luckily i learned not to anger until the sunset.. and i have the good wisdom to tell out my feelings.. and at least i don't lost a best friend.. :P thanks..

everything settled.. i have my own time today.. but not next week if in case i start my working life.. :P would most probably start work next week if i've accepted the offer from Asia Assistance Network Sdn Bhd. hehe~ a good leading in my life from God's grace again.. where i don't need to have so much of interviews.. i don't need to go through so many process.. hehe~ break for a few days then fully concentrate for my work.

oh ya... will go for shopping tomorrow.. hehe~ shop for my new formal clothes... arh~ OL = office lady or old lady? err.. hopefully.. is Our lady from my friends and my brothers and sisters in Christ or maybe in near future, a guy would say this - Only lady.. arh~ sound sweet? i'm sweat.. ha! near future? how near is it? haha~ well.. ask God for His conduct. i'm here waiting patiently..

He'll touch the man's heart to come after me.. i need not to worry and all of the gals too.. don't take action but wait for your man! :P (i trust God with all of my heart faithfully.. one day.. and the day is soon!) YES!! hehe..

God bless all and good night~

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why?? i don't know why is there a lot of people concern bout my relationship problems.. is there you are concern of me? or in fact you are jealous of me? why must you always kept doing something in fact to make my life dull without a man?? just being friends also must get approval from you? or if so, can you just come over and tell me instead of gossiping?! i hate! i really hate of it!!


i shall calm myself down for this again! i'm just freed from the previous one and i've lost a friend and now.. grrRR!! no wonder...

well, God please give me wisdom in solving all these! it might due to the distance i don't keep it properly as well!!

Thanks for concern anyway..

and thanks for your reminder brother.. at least we still can keep it as friend!


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have my days for interviews starting from today.. this morning.. errr.. having my ever first interview after get back to the right track. and i've got a job which is non-related (ya.. i can say none) to my accounting field at all. well, i'm a challenge-seeker, love something new and i went for the interview. sound interesting.. the workplace is just right behind where i'm staying.. convenient.. but not really prefer to work at there after my second interview.

2nd interview, the interviewer is an indian guy who is quite friendly and easy-going person. offer me straight with RM2000, no bargain no further.. (COOL!) unlike the first.. like a pasar malam.. negotiating for the right price 2000, 1800, 1700, and then deal with 1500-1600. no way! anyhow, the location is not that convenient for me in other way round. but enjoying the whole process of communicating with the boss. and something which is quite interesting to me and there's at least some links to my line.. (gotta move?)

well, there are few interviews upcoming.. hopefully, i need not to attend for so many.. i'm tired of repeating the same words.. ha! (lazy.. sweat) thanks God for answering my prayer.. i've a super peaceful heart during the process of interview.. enjoying the process is important.. and luckily, the first day i sent my resume, i've got my interview the next day! at least i don't waste time.. reading company's profile, the skills of communication... etc.. interesting life for the week!! thanks God! :P

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sometimes..
after expressing make yourself release..

sometimes..
a little concern make yourself happy..

sometimes..
a warmth welcome make yourself full of excitement..

sometimes..
a message brings you happiness..

sometimes..

sometimes..

well,

sometimes..
it might due to i need some concern from you

sometimes..
it might due to i need some warmth welcome from you

sometimes..
it might due to i need some messages from you

and .... etc etc!

i have to admit that i'm a human, a human who is ordinary.. an ordinary human who is just a girl.. a girl who is not that strong as you see from a real me!

how to change myself from a natural me to a spiritual girl.. a spiritual girl who seeks God always, for His kingdom, for His righteousness, and end up turned to become a God-control girl. let me change myself from today at this moment, at this minute! yeah~ it's time to change! kambatene..
(can you see there are two rainbow there? it stands for God's promises!)


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我。。 i..

每个人看到的我是欢喜的，是开心的，是疯狂的，是癫的。。 但我是吗？？

我一直都不会在他人面前堕滴泪的所谓没感情人却又。。。短宣。。两届的短宣把我给变成哭包！身心灵的软弱，被魔鬼的攻击。。真个人垮了！垮成什么样？我倒是不晓得！因为我看不见我自己，但你们呢？傻了？癫了？神经病的？我想大家应该很讨厌我吧？！父啊～我需要祢的医治！

我老是叫人安静等候神的声音，而我呢？？我又有吗？

毕业了，短宣过了，我是时候找工了。。却又听不到你所喜悦我去作的声音！留在这吗？还是？

感情还是白页。。这页白，那页也白。。心却一点也不白！父啊，请求你给我那起初的爱心吧！至少我的心可以有一点白啊！哈！( 冷 )

看到大家的伤，我静了。。把自己的伤给压抑，不让大家为我而担忧，担心他们伤口被洒盐。。可是我不能了啦！特别是我感情上的问题。。看到大家幸福的模样，我却又。。。
每当我看到他，他的冷漠；他的关心；他的点点滴滴。。我无法忘怀。。他跌倒时我恨不得奋不顾身去扶起他但我却。。姐妹得保守自己的心，姐妹得这那的。。我压抑得很辛苦！想离开却又不舍但又害怕有答案的一天会是我崩溃的一天！真想告诉祢我不能撑了！我知我不可小看你的能力因为你是全能的！但父啊我只想要有答案却又贪心的想要我自己想要的答案。。我想我得放下自己完全摆上了！帮我吧！谢谢祢！

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community service = mission trip.

have my mission trip in hometown (SP and Bedong).. a great experiences from the trip and i've learned a lot besides service. the communication technique, patients, friendship and the most importantly as a leader of the trip, my experience will definitely different with others.

i can see what is so called tiredness on my own. the look is definitely like a ghost. everyday sleep about 4hours equally or lesser.. and busy from the day til night non-stop. however, i see through the grace that God provides for all of us is worth for my sacrifices!

i thanks to God firstly for everything he promise and grace given, and i thanks to the brothers and sisters that keep encouraging and giving me support .. i love you all. thank you!

this should be everything that i would like to say other than thanks. i'm tired still, and i'm lazy. haha~ at this moment, i think i gotta rest more and struggle for my another stages of life by looking for jobs. God bless all~ miss u.


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