the purity of Catherine

update (1)

2009-05-16T13:07:00.002+08:00

a life full with meanings.. that's why i'm so busy.. haha~

well, exam is around the corner.. am i ready? haha~ i hope i can say it confidently!! well, please keep me in prayer for those who read my post!! and i'm gonna disappear for another month.. please do miss me and be assured that i'll keep you guys and gals in mind.. after exam, let's go party!! :P

miss ya~

2009

2009-02-02T19:38:00.004+08:00

~I'm getting weaker and weaker~

From a talkative gal become a gal who is lazy to talk unless when it is needed.

From a healthy gal become a gal who is sick most of the time.

I'm thankful for what i've now.. scholarship, job, family, friends, colleagues and lots.. (almost everything.. i satisfy with all i have!)

but...

the most scary thing for CNY these yr would be --> bf ler? when to get married? ("hey, still single la!" or "(smile to answer anything)" or "tak ada orang mau" or "not so soon la" or "don wan to get married la coz i wanna company you til the end of life" or ...) any better answer?

Suddenly I remembered, a friend of mine shared this to me:
So long you could get a man who loves you, cares of you n etc.. it doesn't matter with he is single or double or triple.. just go for it.. this is pretty true if you are hunger of it. (but muz be responsible with watever the end result is!) as for me i can't share a man with few gf i answered but to others i dont know. i'm possessive somehow.. i hope i can get all the attention from my man.

it's easy to say: hey i love u.. hey i wan to be with u for life.. err, i've lost my feeling towards u.. err, i've decided that i wanna take him out from my heart..

but... it's difficult for me to take him out from my heart.. i cant change my feeling towards him but what can i do?? still have to let go..

well...

my adviser did say that to start a relationship which does not in God's plan will bring hurts eventually but it waits until the time comes. so, i would say : " hey, don't simply starts a relationship without seeking the answer from God!"

*my 2009 sharing.. i wish everyone does appreciate with watever you have.. maximize ur happiness and minimize ur sadness.. be happy.. be blessed~ Happy 2009 and Happy Chinese New Year!

Love

2008-11-30T21:30:00.006+08:00

Love is wonderful if you understand the meaning well..

Love is caring, forgiving, energizing and sharing..

Love is unconditional - love him through his flaws and all.. Accept him and embrace each others differences and compromising with his offerings..

Love is the magic/mutual in a kiss..

Love is to reproduce - to stay together to protect each other long enough to continue your blood line/genetics.

Love is prolonged mutual protection..

Love is to accept him but not to endure blindly..

Love is endlessly.. It's timeless too..

Love explains in Bible - the God's words. 1 Corinthians 13:4-13
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Get along with him if - he has the potential to be your future husband.. no fool around with him, its neither for fun nor gambling.. but it's a long term commitment! don't commit yourself in a relationship if you unable to give your commitment and responsibility for it!!

love has a lot of definition.. it couldn't finish sharing with only one lesson nor two.. it's a life long learning.. we treasure and we appreciate.

*i'm noted this for those who are in love, in a relationship, seeking for a relationship, or single.. Love means a lot in different angles.. as for mine, i mean relationship. In God we trust, I'm sure my love will be the best by obeying His own schedule for myself..

**i don't know should I smile when I see you're happier with her or cry because you're not mine. (it's sad but i mean it)

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."- a kid with about 6 year old said..

And all for love, nothing for reward.

long time no see~

2008-11-10T23:19:00.005+08:00

being so tired recently.. work, part time work, financial pressure, study matter... i'm so headache and still have to face it..

though busy, though stressful, though painful (wisdom tooth, backache again, relationship matter).. well, manage to get through everything.. in Him we can do all things..

my part-time job was ended last Sun.. income less partly now.. n looking for other part-time now.. gonna work work work.. bitter now and sweet once i finish my ACCA.. (sweet as i need not to study, no worries bout paying fees and my income will make a different).. should I go for it? in terms of study, i need a car; in terms of getting a car, i need to work part-time.. and i afraid that i might have no time to do my tutorials and no time to do revision after teaching.. dah~ headache.. God.. and I unable to afford a fail for any of my papers.. my course fees being revised and increase.. doih..

be faith in God.. everything pass it to Him and let Him do the rest.. let see what miracle He is giving me again at this tough time.. :P i need your help too.. to keep me in your prayer.. :P thanks..

take care and miss ya~

mario test~

2008-10-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

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Ways to find peace

2008-09-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

Peace..

It means - a state of quiet or tranquility - an absence of disturbance or agitation.

How do we gain peace?

1). Let Jesus governs our lives

Isaiah 9:6-7
" A child has been born for us. We have been given a son who will be our ruler. His names will be Wonderful Advisor and Mighty God, Eternal Father and Prince of Peace. His power will never end, peace will last forever. "

The more His government increases inour life (the more He governs our life, our thoughts, our decisions, our conversations, our decisions, and our actions), the more peace we gain.

Matthew 6:33
" But more than anything else, out God's work first and do what He wants. Then the other things will be yours as well."

Being right with God, knowing we are right with God, and doing the right thing out of knowing who we are in Christ is a process, but it leads us to peace, and peace leads us to joy!
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Special thanks to sis Yen Yee for sharing this to me.. there are lots to go.. might type it when free .. as a child of God, the greatest gifts we have are from Him.. He is also the wisdom - common sense is His closest friend, He possesses knowledge and sound judgement. Proverbs 8:12

When we need wisdom, we seek him for it. When someone betrays, He will do the punishment.

A lot of decisions to be made these days.. head becomes bigger and bigger and yet I solved neither of them. Keep me in prayer and I truly trust that, i'll solve all the difficulties soon!

*Christmas countdown: 94days more.. Hurray~!

after a long break~

2008-09-06T12:38:00.002+08:00

i found out..
I born to be a good friend of man..

Why i'm saying so? I used to have and having a lot of best friends whom are all guys.. of course i do have gals la~ but only a small portion if to compare with guys..

the friends all surrounded me.. the friends that i called often.. the friends that i always go yam cha with.. the friends that i always sms with.. the friends that i msn with.. the friends that love me.. the friends that always call me.. are all guys!! (p/s: love meaning care etc but not love in the form of being my bf though it might have but i don't know :P)

the blessings are so great from God!!

i enjoyed this kind of living.. be frank, i can't live without a man.. Jesus is also a man, my papa is also a man, my life partner probably is also a man (oops! probably?? meaning might not be a man? haha~ )

I'm nothing without the men mentioned above.. especially God and my daddy.. love them so muchie!! :P if possible to get a bf, who is also a man.. then i think i'm the perfect lady in the world which God given these to me!

i ..

i pray ..

i pray hardly..

i pray hardly that i'll get my bf soon.. everyone out there keep asking me to be patient, saying it's not a problem for me to get a nice dude.. but i think.. 3 years d.. I've been asking for it.. 3 years..

but i'll stay waiting patiently.. for sure, the man will appear in my life very soon.. yeah!! Thanks to God!! hoho~

hehe~

2008-08-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

my first day in the office.. i was thinking its a boring day and not a good environment for me.. this and that.. all those negative thinking prompted out my minds.. and i started blaming myself.. why don't you take a look the office before you accept the offer? this and that..

but today.. i'm so happy~ i finally having some works to do.. at least not that boring~ at least my colleagues all so sayang me.. at least I get to use with the environment~ yeah~ thanks God!

but what i gonna ask for helps from all of you is:
please pray for my bestie.. she fell down and admitted in hospital yesterday. her right hip fracture and it takes 6 weeks time to recover~ i hope this will not affect her studies in Australia.. i hope she felt warmth from her friends around in Australia. God bless you yii... muacks*

thanks~

i miss my ex-utar classmates~

i miss my ex- housemates~

i miss my ex-roommates~

i miss my ex-company~

i miss my ex-colleagues~

i miss my current colleagues as well..

i miss my church mates too!! i miss Kampar trip too~ i miss you~!

God bless all of us~ fly kiss~~*

last day n first day

2008-07-31T20:45:00.002+08:00

ooh... i finally.. still not manage to control my tears~ shoot!! haha~

well, my last day in the office..
meaning i've ended my works in AAN

my last day in the office..
meaning i've to face a new workplace

my last day in the office..
meaning i'm freed from having some strange among my colleagues though getting well along

tomorrow, is a new day for me~
i'll have to face another new challenging work and which i'm awaiting of it! yeah~ i love challenges!

well, an instrument distributor company, a Japanese company.. in another words, meaning i have to speak in Japanese sometime.. still in the learning progress as i don't think i may use it last time. arh~ i hope, i really hope.. i can adopt into a Japanese style company. :P

this could be latest news~ hope you guys forgive me for not updating my posts so long~

Old Vs Young

2008-07-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

i'm old..
when i'm in the crowd that consists of students though i'm younger than them..

i'm old..
when i talked differently from the past

i'm old..
when i ...

however,

i'm young..
when i'm in office

i'm young..
that my colleague could even says i'm only 18..
(after SPM)... should i happy or sad ler? -- childish? or i looked that young instead?

i'm young..
in my family..

i'm young..
in my parents' eyes..

i'm young or old in His eye?

listen!
i'm neither old nor young.. i'm just in the stage of what i should be!
i'm neither a man nor a woman.. i'm just a gal..

well, i enjoy to be who i am.. that's natural me! :P and i only seek for His opinion~

cheers~

working life..

2008-06-23T21:50:00.004+08:00

now i realised why is there every working adults shouting tired!! yeah~ often, i'll said you are not the slaves for your company la.. but when myself start working.. i found out.. is not about slave.. is about your responsibility and you are wishing that your company is making profits and therefore both parties are happy with it!

when i realized my workloads.. i'll start my blaming of those fellows who give business to the company.. but when i'm going to shout, i think twice and answering myself:
1. what if the company does not have so much transactions and businesses?
2. do they need you anymore?
3. how can they pay you so high?
4. where is your pay from?
i answered myself by throwing the questions to my own, and i stop..

well, is not about the tiring issue anymore.. its all about how you use your wisdom to manage your time, to organize your schedule in order to finish them up and have your own time! and here, err.. of course, i'm still looking for the exact answer.. in the mean while, i try to reduce my sleeping hours and i wont work after 8pm although the company is paying me OT unless it really needed for it then maybe once in a while.. and i wont take my work back home.. (1st of all, home is for me to rest.. and the company wont pay you for OT la! unless you work in office! :P)

well, to those who are working, jia you la!! must manage your 24hours a day! :P

and to those who are going to work, please make up yourself ready by preparing how to suit into the workload and be more responsible.. workplace isn't like school can ponteng anytime..

and to those who are still pursuing your studies, enjoy your time!! the moment will not stay longer.. like me, i've no longer had the chance! (sob)

whatever situation you are in, please~ enjoy!! :P and your life will be colourful~ take the challenges, face the stresses and you will be great~

my happy sharing: working life is wonderful too!

what i should do now..

2008-06-23T21:30:00.001+08:00

Today¢s Verse
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Noah did everything just as God commanded him.
Genesis 6:22/NIV

Thoughts on Today¢s Verse
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Noah was described as a righteous man, blameless in his generation, who walked with God and did all that the Lord commanded him (Gen. 6:9, 22). Can you think of a higher honor? I¢m not sure what they will write on my headstone when I pass from this life to be with Jesus, but I surely would love to be worthy of what was said of Noah in this verse! How about you?

My Prayer
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Holy God, I fully acknowledge that I am saved by your grace and not because of any great or righteous thing that I have done. At the same time, Father, I surely do want to honor you with my life and show others the difference your loving kindness makes in the life of your children. Bless me please, dear Father, to be more worthy of this description of Noah. In Jesus¢ name I pray. Amen.

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2008-06-20T23:05:00.003+08:00

一封短信写给艳冰的。。发现到我的文法有进步哦！哈！思健。。有吗？嘻嘻。。

尽情期待我们的爱。。　好！我们一起享受单身吧！

时间是神定的。。我们都有份蓝图在神手里！

我们爱因为神先爱我们!

我们对人的爱：基督里的爱还是感情里的爱。。起初先从基督里服侍我们的弟兄姐妹。。这也是爱，关心照顾也是爱。。没有什么误会或回报的。。因为盼望在天上。。信心建立于神。。就是我们的信望爱！因此，我开始了我的爱给大家，不分男女老少就是要爱！哈！谁要？哈！

别急，当爱来的时候恐怕你会说我还没享受完我的单身啊！哈！这是我姐所安慰我的。。祝福你无论单身还是双身都得到你的幸福！因为我也爱你们！：）

好吧?! 一级棒？

最近的工作都不错哦！只是也许不适应长假以来没心理准备边赶着开工。。所以倒了！累了。。可是还不错！满享受过程。。同事们更不吝啬。。有什么就教。。真好！手尾的功夫应该这和那都教。。（Cath, one more thing to remind u.. please do backup for session report before u close MYOB, otherwise it will lost everything.. as the settings does not help to back-up else u'll have to re-do all over again.. more and more guidance provided!!)

难怪我老板告诉我不必担心！老板的疼爱更是有股力量要我做到退休！哈！谢谢你们的鼓励，打气，关怀，陪伴。。等等。。更爱你们了！怎办？我娶不完也嫁不完！哈！又发梦了！还是老头一句谢啦！

才三天。。上班才三天。。同事们的可爱我都开始爱上了！会开玩笑。。会给些劝勉的话。。公司的花红是怎样得才会多。。等等。。看！上帝奇妙吧！他的带领。。当我亲身体验了我。。放不开了。。紧紧地捉住！你们也是哦！加油！

恩典

2008-06-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

恩典。。　
一次过涌来！真是的！overflowing~ 让我用到几爽一下的！宠坏我的天父。。让我感恩的是我尽然在少过一星期的时间内得到一份工。。不错吧？还有哦。。就是其实我已经退了几份的。。哈！（骄傲的我。。不是啦，是想激励大家！）

恩典。。　
使我在这星三开工啦！嘻嘻～加油啦！献上最好的。。不论是在人际，还是工作，还是事奉，等等。。。都做到最好！

恩典。。　
让我有好多弟兄姐妹为我祷告。。让天父的恩典在当中运行使我的生命被祝福之余也能够让大家在当中看见神的真实！真的！除了天父以外，我想我是个废材了。。(without God, i'm nothing!)

盼大家继续为主作光作盐。。而我。。也希望透过我的生命能够祝福到其他人特别是即将成为我的同事。。倘若有机会肯定把握及捉紧！大家加油啦！:P

God bless all of us.. yeah~ and be blessed! cheers~

Ephesians 6:13

2008-06-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

Today¢s Verse
Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Ephesians 6:13/NIV

Thoughts on Today¢s Verse
Since we are in a spiritual war, we must put on spiritual armor. More than saying our daily prayers and perfunctorily reading our daily Scriptures, we must learn to recognize the spiritual armor God has given us for our spiritual protection and prepare ourselves for spiritual warfare. We should approach each day, each task, each Scripture, with a sense of urgency because we know we are at war. The day of evil will come, so let¢s be ready to take our stand using the tools God has supplied and the power he provides. Therefore, face the problems we are having and be faith in God for He's the provider and He's always with us.

My Prayer
Dear Father in Heaven, please empower me by your Holy Spirit, please make me bold because of your heavenly calling for me, and please inspire me to be spiritually courageous because of the example of Jesus. In Jesus¢ name I pray. Amen.

at the stage of learning to be a lady~

2008-06-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

i'm not a girl.. not yet a woman.. sound familiar? its a song.. from unknown.. hehe~ i don't used to remember artist's name.

since i'm stepping into another stage of my life, i'm stepping into a true lady as well. keep away of my craziness, my so called weird behavior.. haha~ send my special thanks to Jackie for telling me the truth.. err.. sorry to bother you all with my gerli behavior.. haha~

stop laughing like a siao por from now onwards (smiling instead?) .. stop shouting loud as well (calling in soft instead?) .. trying to wear heels instead of sport shoes.. wearing skirt? err.. not now yet.. but maybe in future.. but i just dislike la.. haha~

now only i realized why our programmers kept asking me to serve God in playing piano.. haha~ am i look charm that time? for only that moment? arh~ i shall change my field in service then!

any ideas to change away these? any suggestions for me? any other matters for me to change? change all at once.. :P

jia u la Catherine~ God bless... to mold myself become a Christ-centered girl..

wonderful~

2008-06-14T23:43:00.006+08:00

wonderful of His love..

being released when i have the answer.. haha~ whenever i was so angry.. i hatred of something.. and i prayed.. i've got the answer.. phew~ luckily i learned not to anger until the sunset.. and i have the good wisdom to tell out my feelings.. and at least i don't lost a best friend.. :P thanks..

everything settled.. i have my own time today.. but not next week if in case i start my working life.. :P would most probably start work next week if i've accepted the offer from Asia Assistance Network Sdn Bhd. hehe~ a good leading in my life from God's grace again.. where i don't need to have so much of interviews.. i don't need to go through so many process.. hehe~ break for a few days then fully concentrate for my work.

oh ya... will go for shopping tomorrow.. hehe~ shop for my new formal clothes... arh~ OL = office lady or old lady? err.. hopefully.. is Our lady from my friends and my brothers and sisters in Christ or maybe in near future, a guy would say this - Only lady.. arh~ sound sweet? i'm sweat.. ha! near future? how near is it? haha~ well.. ask God for His conduct. i'm here waiting patiently..

He'll touch the man's heart to come after me.. i need not to worry and all of the gals too.. don't take action but wait for your man! :P (i trust God with all of my heart faithfully.. one day.. and the day is soon!) YES!! hehe..

God bless all and good night~

haih..

2008-06-14T02:10:00.003+08:00

why?? i don't know why is there a lot of people concern bout my relationship problems.. is there you are concern of me? or in fact you are jealous of me? why must you always kept doing something in fact to make my life dull without a man?? just being friends also must get approval from you? or if so, can you just come over and tell me instead of gossiping?! i hate! i really hate of it!!

i shall calm myself down for this again! i'm just freed from the previous one and i've lost a friend and now.. grrRR!! no wonder...

well, God please give me wisdom in solving all these! it might due to the distance i don't keep it properly as well!!

Thanks for concern anyway..

and thanks for your reminder brother.. at least we still can keep it as friend!

interviews~

2008-06-12T15:06:00.003+08:00

have my days for interviews starting from today.. this morning.. errr.. having my ever first interview after get back to the right track. and i've got a job which is non-related (ya.. i can say none) to my accounting field at all. well, i'm a challenge-seeker, love something new and i went for the interview. sound interesting.. the workplace is just right behind where i'm staying.. convenient.. but not really prefer to work at there after my second interview.

2nd interview, the interviewer is an indian guy who is quite friendly and easy-going person. offer me straight with RM2000, no bargain no further.. (COOL!) unlike the first.. like a pasar malam.. negotiating for the right price 2000, 1800, 1700, and then deal with 1500-1600. no way! anyhow, the location is not that convenient for me in other way round. but enjoying the whole process of communicating with the boss. and something which is quite interesting to me and there's at least some links to my line.. (gotta move?)

well, there are few interviews upcoming.. hopefully, i need not to attend for so many.. i'm tired of repeating the same words.. ha! (lazy.. sweat) thanks God for answering my prayer.. i've a super peaceful heart during the process of interview.. enjoying the process is important.. and luckily, the first day i sent my resume, i've got my interview the next day! at least i don't waste time.. reading company's profile, the skills of communication... etc.. interesting life for the week!! thanks God! :P

sometimes

2008-06-10T14:02:00.002+08:00

sometimes..
after expressing make yourself release..

sometimes..
a little concern make yourself happy..

sometimes..
a warmth welcome make yourself full of excitement..

sometimes..
a message brings you happiness..

sometimes..

sometimes..

well,

sometimes..
it might due to i need some concern from you

sometimes..
it might due to i need some warmth welcome from you

sometimes..
it might due to i need some messages from you

and .... etc etc!

i have to admit that i'm a human, a human who is ordinary.. an ordinary human who is just a girl.. a girl who is not that strong as you see from a real me!

how to change myself from a natural me to a spiritual girl.. a spiritual girl who seeks God always, for His kingdom, for His righteousness, and end up turned to become a God-control girl. let me change myself from today at this moment, at this minute! yeah~ it's time to change! kambatene..
(can you see there are two rainbow there? it stands for God's promises!)

further

2008-06-08T20:52:00.004+08:00

我。。 i..

每个人看到的我是欢喜的，是开心的，是疯狂的，是癫的。。但我是吗？？

我一直都不会在他人面前堕滴泪的所谓没感情人却又。。。短宣。。两届的短宣把我给变成哭包！身心灵的软弱，被魔鬼的攻击。。真个人垮了！垮成什么样？我倒是不晓得！因为我看不见我自己，但你们呢？傻了？癫了？神经病的？我想大家应该很讨厌我吧？！父啊～我需要祢的医治！

我老是叫人安静等候神的声音，而我呢？？我又有吗？

毕业了，短宣过了，我是时候找工了。。却又听不到你所喜悦我去作的声音！留在这吗？还是？

感情还是白页。。这页白，那页也白。。心却一点也不白！父啊，请求你给我那起初的爱心吧！至少我的心可以有一点白啊！哈！( 冷 )

看到大家的伤，我静了。。把自己的伤给压抑，不让大家为我而担忧，担心他们伤口被洒盐。。可是我不能了啦！特别是我感情上的问题。。看到大家幸福的模样，我却又。。。
每当我看到他，他的冷漠；他的关心；他的点点滴滴。。我无法忘怀。。他跌倒时我恨不得奋不顾身去扶起他但我却。。姐妹得保守自己的心，姐妹得这那的。。我压抑得很辛苦！想离开却又不舍但又害怕有答案的一天会是我崩溃的一天！真想告诉祢我不能撑了！我知我不可小看你的能力因为你是全能的！但父啊我只想要有答案却又贪心的想要我自己想要的答案。。我想我得放下自己完全摆上了！帮我吧！谢谢祢！

Community service

2008-06-03T16:51:00.002+08:00

community service = mission trip.

have my mission trip in hometown (SP and Bedong).. a great experiences from the trip and i've learned a lot besides service. the communication technique, patients, friendship and the most importantly as a leader of the trip, my experience will definitely different with others.

i can see what is so called tiredness on my own. the look is definitely like a ghost. everyday sleep about 4hours equally or lesser.. and busy from the day til night non-stop. however, i see through the grace that God provides for all of us is worth for my sacrifices!

i thanks to God firstly for everything he promise and grace given, and i thanks to the brothers and sisters that keep encouraging and giving me support .. i love you all. thank you!

this should be everything that i would like to say other than thanks. i'm tired still, and i'm lazy. haha~ at this moment, i think i gotta rest more and struggle for my another stages of life by looking for jobs. God bless all~ miss u.

thanksgiving

2008-05-08T00:00:00.005+08:00

pictures below will tell more than i crapping at here~ :P

enjoy!

she's my niece! proud aunt here.. :P

and this is better..
.. finally grats to my 2nd sister~ my house recently got so many good news ler.. :P

upcoming will be my eldest sis i guess! God bless us so much! :P thanks!

p/s: cute right? super clever girl ler.. banyak chubby.. haha~ i'm proud of her as this is His creation!

grats............

2008-05-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

i finally..
grats to all my friends who finished their Bachelor.. as well as myself.. :P thanks God for giving such grace to me!! :P

just an information to whom who concern~ :P thanks for all..

all the best to all for your undertaking.. we might separated. but we might meet one day~ :P take care & cheers~

super Happy!! haha~ :P

Give thanks

2008-05-04T23:25:00.005+08:00

thanks for the bro and sis who willing to co-operate..

thanks for the encouragements from all.. especially to Sheng jie, Zhu Bing..

thanks for the prayers from all..

thanks for all the hardwork from Andy, Andrew, WuQun, Abby, AiLing, Jason, ZhiZhong, YingEr, and so much.. :P really thanks..

Give thanks to Lord as He provides, listens, and all for us.. i'm nothing without Him seriously.. how great is the God o most high!

sorry if i do speak something hurtful during all the progress of preparations, meeting... and lots.. i really pray that you guys to help up.. maybe i'm too stress but i don't know.. maybe i'm not stress as all the burdens i casted to you guys.. ha! (what a selfish gal i am!)

take good care for your mind, your soul, your health.. remember! my team-mates.. we are all in a team! let us grow from His words, glow for Him and go with Him always.. :P

i love all mates~ i really don't know how to express the feelings of myself.. its complicated, mixing of gladness, happiness, nervous, and lots.. but i learn.. i'm learning to obey, to trust in Him always.. help me, tell me, guide me if i did wrong.. i need guidance as well... as i'm new!

well, thank you for everything once again i would say.. ha! i might be too crazy and over-excited! ha! cheer and do practice as what you preach ya! have a good testimonial for all to see rather to tell! :P

p/s: Abby, Andy, Jason, Zhi Zhong, and myself and all... jia you ya! learn from the mistakes and grow stronger in Him!

God bless all and Emmanuel~

I..

2008-05-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

i...
i'm speechless..

i...
i'm in poverty..

i...
i've put on weight..

aih..
these are killers~ the main killers of mine..

i went to espirit outlet.. arh~ they're cheap!! it's not what i usually see in mall.. they're so cheap until i almost faint down~ haha~ almost get crazy of it! the jacket that i saw, my friend having one as well which was 2/3 cheaper than he bought!! haha~ see~ unfair!! haha~

Waylon suggested me to buy this and that for friends.. and he too.. but never see he get me something and yet ... arh~ LV, see.. i'm just that.. di di luan di di luan~ paise nah! get used with me la~

it is my first time to post something overseas.. haha~ as what you expected, i'm not that kind to buy you a gift together with posting... as postage might cost me lots.. and when it adds up to the gift, it will make it not worth~ :P i'm an accounting student.. sorry for that calculative.. i'm only sensitive with figures~

ok for today.. David, i miss you so much~ ah kor Dao Li, kambate in your coming final exam! Tiong, thanks for your hardwork for informing all the committees and helped me in Mission trip stuff.. Abby, Siaw Ting, Stanley, Joey, CCLK, Jess, and all~ all the best in exam!! most importantly thanks to Ai Ling.. willing to help up as a vice president in MT!! of course thanks to Waylon, Bibi for helping me to slim down my wallet.. (Waylon!! you are my wallet killer!!) =(

haha~ anyway.. thanks to all. glad to have you! glad to have yii as well.. for helping me to waste much more because of you! aiks~ haha~ okla.. stop calculating today la! but.. i cant.. as i only left RM1.50 in my wallet.. how? how to survive..

i..
speechless again.. :P

God Bless~ ha!

freedom

2008-04-30T19:16:00.003+08:00

when i started to type the title with a 'F'.. and guess what i see.. final sem finally commenced!! haha~ just an opposite of my sharing today~

freedom..
everyone wants it!

freedom..
i found it in Christ..

freedom..
i've done my Bachelor Degree..

freedom..
i've lots of freedom from my daddy and mommy..

they allow me to get a job myself wherever, whatever, whenever i want.
my parents are so lovely.. asking me to take time to get a good job that i love..
i'm in love.. oopsie.. don't miss it!!

i'm in love with my God, my parents, yii, ving, my friends.. haha~ :P oopsie.. why no one mentioned from here is a guy? haha~ my God was a man before, one of my parents-Daddy is a man.. a gentle man..

i have so much freedom.. and yet i look for no-freedom.. i need their limitations, i need they frame up for me.. but yet i wish they not.. hehe~ how can i?

went shopping that day.. i told hui teen that i've RM50 voucher from Padini.. and i wanna use it.. and my friend suggests me to buy formal clothes.. that time only i realised.. gosh! i'm no longer have much time to wear casual.. arh~ sad.. sad feelings.. mixing feelings~ =(

well.. i'm in holidays~ a long holiday after all.. a holiday i shall appreciate and i pray that i can adopt in new environment, have a great job which i need not to change and keep looking for jobs~ :P

well.. time for dinner with mommy.. update further when free.. peak schedule right after exam~ ha! :P good luck for all your undertaking!

final is coming

2008-04-19T10:26:00.004+08:00

10 more days.. i'm free.. i'm released~ hehe~ i just wish the day reaching fast to me.. i pray that everyone who is taking the final seats will success and pass all in colorful results! study hard.. and i'm ready to go.. haha~ sound so proud nah!

sorry for not blogging that long.. i jailed myself to finish all my revision.. haha~ its final for my bachelor. pray hard so that i'll glorify Him. study hard just to do as what a student should do. my job scope..

err.. will update more in coming days.. of course, after exam~ :P

p/s: i miss Hagen so much.. he replied my mail~ haha~ a Singaporean singer cum Christian singer... eheehee~ www.mengqi.com.sg

a verse to share

2008-03-19T10:22:00.003+08:00

Philippians 3:17
"join with others in following my example, brothers and take note of those who live in according to the pattern we gave you."

Often, we will ask non-Christian why do you rejected to go church?
"I would rather to see a sermon any day, than hear one!" this is the answer.
I'm not distressed because people want to see a sermon, but because so many of us don't practice as what we preach!

as a leader or any position of authority we hold, our primary tool of influence is our life of character (or lack of it).

So, do you practice what you preach? ermm.. did I?

All of us who seek to influence others redemptively, yes is a MUST! but why?!
as most folks need to both hear and see the message before it becomes a part of them.

so, if you do in your daily life is different with what you preach, do you think that you are able to influence others? it's not a problem of preaching.. the problem is if you don't change your attitudes, your behaviors, your witness are just normal as a non-Christian or sometime even worst! so I'm here to warn everyone of us, including myself.. please show God a good example before you go to a mission trip! not only mission trip, your friends surrounding would just influenced by you if you have a good testimonial!!

-no title-

2008-03-17T17:44:00.004+08:00

i admit that everyone has a special perception to a Christian. I'm afraid that i don't do as what you all expected and I'm here to apologize for it. allow me to change to become more Christ alike.
i hate people gossiping me especially he is a guy. the world keep changing these years.. gals become more to girlish and silent however, guys change to like a girl.. 8-ing all the way.. chit chatting people's good and bad.. i dislike people to judge me, i dislike people to gossip about my anything after me.. i would rather hope everyone let me know what has i done wrong directly to me better than through someone.. or not even to let me know but enjoying himself or themselves there just for fun. just put yourself in the situation ok? I'm here to beg all the men in the world, please keep your mouth shut asap so that you won't let people get hatred and also if you don't want people to gossip you as well.. but i tell you what, you are not worth for us to discuss by the way!!

don't ever thought that you are charmed when you talk more.. it doesn't mean for it at all.. talk wisely.. use your tongue to bless others, to talk when it needed. don't fall yourself into the deepest of the sea as God has warned us to use properly for our tongue. you not only fall yourself and get sins, you could as well throw me into the river.. I'm angry for that, but I'm sad on behalf of you when i know you get the sins again and again!! excuse me la.. is a Christian should behave in this way? i hope you do read this passage, at least you realized the way how you made me so hurtful!

gonna miss all

2008-03-14T00:41:00.004+08:00

don't know what has happened with me... suddenly felt like with lots of unwillingness to leave with you all.. was suddenly asked my roommates to take photo for remembrance, then it comes with house mates.. we had some fun, we enjoyed.. though there's some conflict sometime.. but they are quite self-determined. we study together, we cook together, we make noise together.. wow.. lots and lots.. especially my roommate, Agnes.. we are having quite same interests.. like food... some opinions.. haha~ wow~ we are just like giant.. or was from Africa who never have sufficient of food before?

well.. speechless..

Agnes, she would sometime "sot sot dei".. a 24 years gal who afraid worms the most.. (the smallest worm in the world.. i guess it could be the rice worm..) speak to own self, scold something without someone to talk with.. often, she will shout and declare loudly "i'm sure able to wake up to school tomorrow!", "i must keep fit from now onwards", "i must study hard already"....... yeah, we just used to her quotes.. oh ya.. the most classical quote "please wake me up tomorrow, i'll sure go".. and end up.. you would know what has happened probably.. oopsie doosie**

but somehow, the most funky, the most funny moment will make you unable to forget it! haha~ i just miss for it.. though i don't capture it in my camera, but i remember the picture in my mind in flow.. i hate separation.. i will surely miss all of you..

another man would be Victor.. the guy who use LV bag for the 1st day to lecture.. and then it comes with lots and lots gerli moments and perasan moments from him. yeah~ he helps me lots.. a lot of things to share.. but i afraid you will get bored. thanks for all man~*

well, just to wish all though we get separated soon after April, but i pray that God will bless all of you, all the best in coming final exam, all the best for the new working life after this, all the best in everything.. i love all~ :P

the most difficult word for me to learn~

2008-03-12T16:06:00.002+08:00

Patient... be patient.. often, we will hear people ask us to wait patiently.. whenever you enter into JPJ, post office, Bank Bumi (Islamic).. such and such places.. well, we would hardly wait for it.. and keep complaining.. and get angry.. my tamper is just the same as other.

However, God ask us to wait patiently for His Answers..

well.. frankly speaking, i hate to wait, i hate when i sleep but people making noise at there, i hate this and that.. but all it could be just a word or a lesson to learn for being patient.

i admit that i don't have the patient in waiting and.. well, i'm learning.. i'm in the progress of learning to be patient.. to obey.. i must respect though anyone's emotion is different.. they would express in different ways.. well, learn to accept and make the world become colorful~

Agree with me?

special thanks to everyone that helps me to learn to be patient.. let's do it together.. :P
God bless all~

Yii, i miss u ar... ;)

lazy pig

2008-03-11T11:51:00.003+08:00

skip a day class to have my own time to do whatever i love to do~ just to enjoy my study life.. less than 2 months time.. i'm leaving this place and again move to another new environment (working environment must be great!).. time flies~ it makes my life full of grace, full of happiness, full of anxiety~ whatever it is.. i'm happy to have this way.. to know my friends in Utar, gain further relationship with CFers.. i'm glad in it~ thanks God for the goods and everything~ his grace never end~ :P

just a short sharing here... though nothing has happened.. but to talk crap at here.. haha~ i have my sweet day today.. a great morning.. try to have it one day.. do whatever you love.. experience His existence.. try and see.. it must be great~

a memorable day

2008-03-09T17:40:00.003+08:00

a sister day for all the ladies who still pursuing their degree in certain campuses fall on yesterday. well, first of all, would like to say thanks to all the brothers that have been so lovely, appreciated, joking around and more and more in my life. i love you all, and thanks for the wonderful program for yesterday! it's worth for me not to go home. :P well to certain extent, i felt so excited yesterday~ oops! what had happened? you are wondering right.. well, not to reveal at here~ ahhhaa~ anyway, special thanks to him! :P

it has been 2 years and stepped into the 3rd years... i love a guy for so many years secretly.. i just can't believe in myself. ha~ though, in between i do take a break for it, but.. i'm still unable or i should say i fail to forget about him. (break- mean to give up)

i was thinking..
if i able to change from calling your name to my dear.. or even gerli.. "lao gong" oops! ,
if i able to share every single things happened in my life with you through out my life,
if i able to have a candle lights dinner with you,
if i able to be with you when you are sad, happy, whatever feelings you have,
if i able to cook a meal for you just for the sake of a meal,
if i able to have you in my life,
if i able to love you with all my life,
if i able to have your loves, cares, your hugs, your kisses, your everything,
if i able to....
if i able to......
if i able to say I love you,
if i able to have your 3 words above,
i'll really do not know how to describe the feeling that time.

i'm touched, i cried, i laughed crazily, i......... just for the sake of few things you've done in one day.. and i know, i don't waste my time to love you though you don't know or you know but you might not love me.. well, i'm sure God has his time for all the plans.. i shall wait.. wait patiently... rejoice after that! 耐心等待必要欢呼!!

a happy sharing with all of you~ God bless who are in love, God bless who are available.. happy ladies day to all. thanks to be the caring and loving supporter beside the men. sound sweet right? a sister sent me this. God creates man with a woman. :P trust and wait.. and you will rejoice by then! don't rush~

i miss home

2008-03-05T21:07:00.005+08:00

suddenly included one more author was like slightly weird.. i was like reading other people's post but in fact it's mine! :P

wow, time flies.. 5 years past.. its polling day this Saturday.. i'm an eligible voter ya.. been registered.. thought can go back home to vote and to meet my family. but i can't. why must it so cruel? fall on the day that everyone is busy?? in fact, it could be only myself. haha~

well, final semester already.. i'm glad for this. finally, i'm graduate soon if everything goes smoothly.. yeah~ 4 years time to get a Bachelor.. phew~

met my long lost friend on sunday. he told me one thing that makes me unforgettable.. "Soong Tsuey Fen!! you are success in turning an OL!"(spoke in mandarin) arh~ OL = Office Lady. arh~ so sad. we were in a group of 4, went to Star Hill for the sake of using the Grand toilet there. haha~ and u look at this picture below, you will know the youngest there but looks like the eldest.

take a break~

2008-02-28T23:52:00.008+08:00

its been n years for not blogging at here.. i've been busy for all way long in this semester. Arh~ and i found like i'm getting weaker and weaker... window dressing (doing CRCI presentation tutorial.. window dressing in account term means that the account presented is not what it is! in other words, the account is not presented in true and fair view) of myself meaning looks nice physically however its not nice at all when comes into mentally and my health condition. i've been not feeling well for quite some weeks.. and finally when i happily announced that i'm recover then it turns me to i'm not!! arh~ how can it be??

well.. i've taken good care of myself started this year.. aih~

anyway, i would like to share some funny moments with all~ its a photo-taking session for my class today.. since we have to take a graduation photo in our campus, therefore we plan to take it together with all classmates. ehhee~ as u know.. and i don't think i need to talk more.. the photos itself tell all~

on stage...
the formal one...

and it comes to the... errRRRRR~
eh? what am i doing over there?? i was closing my eyes neh!! haha~

and it comes to... off stage.. talang~
ahahaa~ that's all for now.. show more when i'm really free~ haha! time to bed.. tomorrow will have to continue my presentation and to submit 2 assignments neh! then when it comes to next week, another 2 assignments due and a test.. together with a test and a research project and a thesis to submit for the week after next~ grrRRR

final sem finally commenced! (the longest blog i ever had)

2008-01-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

arh~ once i stepped in last monday.. i know i will have to face a lot of stresses.. final semester of my Bachelor.. doing this course for 2years.. time flies.. time really flies and it flew so fast!! arh~

whenever i have to share about my changes.. i used to compare my diploma and degree program.. i saw much differences of me between these 2 different level. i become more mature, i place my life and my confident and my everything upon Him, the provider and the one who really Loves me - my savior JESUS.

well, new semester commence.. i really hope time flies faster a bit.. really not so willing to face it. ha! well, i'm not a good stress manager. whenever i face it, i gonna collapse man. i pray that no stress will surround me.. (who not??) ha!

gonna share a little of my new year wishes here together with all of you! a challenge of mine for sharing this. hehe~ i hope you guys will help to testify and to remind me all the way through this sharing.

reduce my weight.. oops almost all CF bro and sis knew about it. i gonna reduce 3kg for the first 3 months and maintain for the next. (but if possible i wish to reduce more ha! )

gonna start taking some bakery courses as what i've interested since years ago. and finally i'm going to graduate my degree, i guess i might have more time to take it and my dad will allow me by then(he wish i'll pay my fully attention on my degree program).

to change some of "siao" behaviors. to be more mature, and calm.. to become a listener as really lazy to become a talker.. haha~ talk too much sometimes stealing away others' opportunity to share. :P

if its approve by God's grace, i would really want to have a serious boys girls relationship(BGR). this is what i know from my parents, my god-dad, me myself, my sister and some others who pray that i would really taking up a relationship and go for it for the rest of my life. this guy, err.. when only will you appear in my life? God i seek for the answer from you! :P i would prefer you all read Abby's blog if possible for this. (her blog is in my link)

keep these in your prayer brothers and sisters, i would pray that you all help me to testify my life in year 2008. if i did wrong, upset, stress, and so on so forth, please be kind to remind me.. gam siah gam siah! :P (thanks in hokkien)

p/s: i really pray that my 2 best sisters will become a christian one day. but i not dare to do so.. help me!! yii and ving, i really hope that i dare to share the best present i ever received with you all. but i don't know how. maybe through blog. ha! shall i?

year 2008

2008-01-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

Welcome for the arrival..

i've finally rest for about 4days for my long holidays. i spent the rest to accompany friends, to join CF retreat camp, for the preparation of Christmas.. well, what i gonna share in here, its all related to my blood test report.

i hate i've made the decision to go for the blood test. it causes me a lot of problems and well, it also starts my days to be caution of my health. i've to eat more healthy food rather than fast food, i've to do more exercises rather than sleep and lots. i learned few medical terms from it and some concern about the sickness. An abnormal proliferation (production by multiplication) of blood cells, usually white blood cells; is not a serious matter when it comes to a controllable situation. uric acid cause a person easy to get tired.. yeah its all pretty true. well, we must all eat well-balanced not too much of veges, nor meat.

so what i would advise to all of you is to take good care of yourself, as Christian believes that our body is God's temple. so no matter how suffer to take your precious time out to do exercise and you have to! its for your good health i could say for all.

take good care of yourself!! cheers~

(no matter how sick i am.. i'll still cheers like before.. i am who i am!! please don't ask for further, as i don't wish to remind myself)

finally

2007-12-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

finally exam has finished and i was trying to upload my post few days ago, however, i forgot my user name for this blogspot. haha~

well, first of all.. congrats me that i've finally released from the stress of sitting exam. haha~ and i would like to welcome my two ever besties to KL. we are having our holidays in KL mainly for relaxing since we have struggled from the beginning of the year till now. :P

the life was great when i refer back to what have i done for the year. i learned and i gave.. hope you all receive~ what bout you friends? make a plan for yourself for the year of 2008. maybe your target might be - get a colorful results, spend more time with your family, get a car by this year, start saving for a house, car, & etc. plan it and achieve it!! live your days to the fullest and meaningful.. make sure no regret!

gives Thanks to Him for He has given us the opportunity and grace through out the whole year~

would like to share more bout my final week for year 2007 in coming post. hey, enjoy it okay?

Joyous Christmas and be Blessed to all~

HohOOHoo~ MerRY ChRisTmaS!!

exam season (last 2)

2007-12-11T17:06:00.000+08:00

exam exam..

its my study leaves last week till this week. this Friday will be my first paper and next Wednesday will be the second also the last. (fyi, there are only 2 subjects for this short semester)

sorry for not updating any news here. will update you once I've finished my exam.

and would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends in Utar, Segi, and some other i don't know while taking exam.. all the best to you dude! may god grant all of you the extra wisdom!! :P cheers of exam!! take care~

~@.@~

don't blame but appreciate

2007-12-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

share a good article with you all~
enjoy reading. :P

may peace be with you all.

Today¢s Verse
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Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe.
Philippians 2:14-15/NIV

Thoughts on Today¢s Verse
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I guess it¢s only natural to think that the problems of our own time in history are due to the pervasive depravity of our own time. Thankfully the Bible repeatedly reminds us that God¢s people have always had to swim upstream against culture. As children of God, we are to be bright stars in the dark night sky of our secular culture. Rather than constantly complaining about our worldly culture or our time in history, let¢s light the path for others to see another way to live.

My Prayer
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Almighty God, thank you for calling me to such a high and holy task. I want to shine like a star against the darkness of the culture around me. Please help me as I seek to live a holy life that has a redemptive influence on those around me who do not know Jesus. In Jesus¢ name I pray. Amen.

blessed birthday to Venice n Jia Yen

2007-11-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday (27/11/2007), was an earlier birthday celebration (as we will have our final exam soon) to both Venice & Jia Yen. look at the photo.. this is the SURPRISE we given. candle light in a boat left on the pool.

the next will be the normal celebration.. we ate some snacks, cakes of course and also "hand-made" pudding.

and before its truly started, i was the most "kesian" gal.. being thrown into the pool~ arh! mostly all were being thrown, basically i was being thrown and kicked into the pool for at least 5 times i guess. can't remember at all. it too much! arh~

anyway, really wish the 2 enjoy their days~ 21st d.. dai gor lui lo.. :P

have a blessed birthday to you gals.. wish that you would get as what you wished for! =)

be blessed~

~6.6~

the first

2007-11-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

well.. just to do some introduction of myself..

first of all, welcome all of your to view.. give me some comments if need some amendment~

i'm new and i need encouragement~

well, i'm catherine, friends used to address me as Cat but it supposed to be Cath.. oops! :P i'm just a girl who loved by God and blessed by all bro n sis around me~ thanks for all..

what has actually motivated me to start this?? David.. i'm answering your Q! as lots of my friends used to write in chinese for their blogs.. well, i just hate to type pin yin not because i don't know chinese but my pronounciation are too lousy! oops! sorry~ so finally i read few blogs those are written in english~ and then, it started mine~

alright for this, as tomorrow i've my moral mid term test and now, not yet finish my revision yet! arh~ students life are just like that.. other than tests, assignments.. it still tests and assignments surrounded! :P

shall stop here and God bless all~ cheers*

~^.^~